long walks and wrap ups

I had a little extra time today and decided it was time for a long walk to think. This used to be one of my favorite pasttimes and i think lately i've been so wrapped up in life that I've completely forgotten to take time to think. To process whats going on around me, and whats going on with me. This was a much needed walk. I like my life here, I'm not neccessarily excited for it to end but one thing I know is, its time to take a break and go home, Go home and really think about things. I am trusting that once again God will point me in a direction to go from there. Everyone keeps asking me what I'm doing, i can tell them what I think my plan is, but I assure them I'm not really sure what the future holds for me. I started thinking about those goals i had when I first got here, am I fulfilling them? I'm a planner and I think it was time to step back and see if what I'm doing, if what i think feels good right now, Is ultimately what was I had in mind. Am I doing things for the right reasons. I a big pro and con maker, and as much as it might annoy other people, I think it helps me. Right now I'm making those lists for everything. It's both good and bad.